Saturday, June 16, 2012

How powerful love can be?

Like what I've mention in my previous post,
our former professor took away his own life.
I know I have no right to discuss this in www.

My apology if you find this post offensive to the late.
The story is roughly from the ppl who may just overheard the story, I wouldn't know.

My condolence to the family of the late.
Rest in Peace sir Faith. :(

He had several suicide attempts the past weeks, which made his family decide to bring him back home to better monitor his behavior.

On the night of June 12th, upon going back home with his dad and brother, sir Faith jumped off on the road from inside of a moving service vehicle. He had his head injured, he broke his skull and with internal hemorrhage and was declared dead on arrival. I'm not sure about the speed of the car, obvious enough, he landed off head first.

It was says that the reason of his suicide was DEPRESSION.
Problems have collided.
However, the mother reason is him finding infidelity from his ex gf.
[You bloody BITCH! I wish you rot in hell!]

She is younger than him, I guess just fckin 21 or 22 motherfckr.
The bitch had an affair with a fellow student.

I don't know how the late find out about this.
They have stepped on his ego and reputation!
And knowing the late's gentle character, it totally drove him mad crazy.
He loved her so much, that maybe he have envision them in the altar together or more. And just that being trashed, is really painful. Unbearable for someone who is genuine.

He was played. He was toyed. He was fooled by just two younger assholes in the world.

The world is at it's worst, trustworthy ppl are extinct.
This is no longer a world of God's people, but a place for sinners.

His friend told me that maybe, he pressured his mind from thinking of the criticisms he will get from the ppl he have worked with, the students, friends, and everyone who knows about the issue.

I personally don't know about the relationship. I was also surprised that the bitch was the gf! Not that I personally know her, but we were her senior back then. I was completely blur about her, until Kaycee showed me facebook photos of the bitch.

She's undoubtedly some pretty face. Gentle looking lady.
BUT A FRISKY EVIL FLIRT WITCH INSIDE!
Never ever be fooled and mesmerized by someone's physical attributes, specially those who act naive and gentle. BEAUTY IS JUST SKIN-DEEP. It's OVERRATED!
I have heard of infidelity as the reason for most suicide deaths. But this, happening to someone I  look up to and respected, is surreal! He is a smart person, intelligent. Genuine. He is known for being conserve and gentle too.

Why do this to yourself? ='(

It's a tragic lost for the family.

FRIGHTENING and ALARMING.
I can't believe how love can over power someone's brain just like that.
Insanely scary as it can be. LOVE is indeed POWERFUL.

He may have escaped from the criticism of the ill-bred ppl, but he just made his self laughable in the future. I am sorry. Taking your own life is unforgivable than killing somebody for the reason.

On the other hand, I guess his death also serve as punishment for the bitch and asshole who have ruined his sanity. I believe that the late have done this to have his forever revenge. SERVE YOU RIGHT!

I hope that the girl will FOREVER BE HAUNTED by his memories in her dreams. I hope nothing but UNHAPPINESS in her love life and live in a miserable path. I curse her to go to HELL!!!

You deserve all the curse you will get each day! Live with that bicth!

Never play with someone's heart. For you can never tell the consequence of a broken heart.

I have always been a seeker for true love.
I don't like to play. I don't like a guy just because he likes me.
I actually don't like the guys who likes me. I don't give hope if I feel nothing.
I've no preference, I go by the guts.
When I love, I LOVED. And it scares me how powerful my heart can be.
I've been insane before, with childish love.

LOVE? What is that? -_-?

Friday, June 15, 2012

Powerful Blazers

I SUPER ♥ BLAZERS!

It transform a casual wear into formal. How cool is that!?
Working woman attire is the best that I admire the most! ♥
Business look on ladies makes them oozing with womanly power. Gaaaaah!
Anything can be paired with it, as long as the color combinations are correct. :)






Nobody will look like trashy with a blazer on even if you paired it with the shortest short or skimpiest skirt nor miniest dress! It will still look glamorous.♥ Ain't that awesome? :D

So, HOW DO YOU WEAR YOURS?

If only i'm not in a tropical country, I would wear blazer every effin day! It's another lust of mine. ;)

Photos from lookbook.nu

More expenses to surmount!

Oops!

I've updated my template. :)
Perfect for rainy season these days. So cozy.^^

Just had an orientation for new and transfer students, so I din't go to school today!
HAHA!

It was discussed during the first day that:
• 3 consecutive absents equals Unofficially DROPPED, mark 5 or F grade.
• 7 absents for / per semister equals Unofficially DROPPED, mark 5 or F grade.

Will reconsider if student have MC or sworn statement provided.
Wtf! What if no money for fare? How to go? Can reason meh? -_-''

One more problem. I NEED TO BUY UNIFORM SOON! Dammit!
I have so much money, my wallet is full of cash, problem is they're all play notes! Wtf! Next month, nobody will be allowed to enter the CBAA if not in uniform! WTF!

Some more, I NEED TO BUY BOOKS!!! T_T
It is required because we will use the book's provided quizzes for every discussion! No borrowing to avoid cheating. Dammit!

I think I need to rob a bank soon. >_<
I need to recruit forces now.

ciao!


Thursday, June 14, 2012

Well hello everyone! :)

So school already began, as you know.
Wednesday was my first sit-down class like a true student for a very long time ago! I'm really happy. The school is soo crowded. Students were scattered everywhere! :) #lovecampuslife

My schedule had a little conflict though. 2 subjects [Basic Accounting and Business Finance] that day simultaneously sched at the same time! So I dint attend the other one. After class, I went to see the registrar and asked him what to do. I was advised to look for other sched available and ask the professor to include me in the list. Settled! :)

Normally, first day of school doesn't immediately take on lectures and subjects discussion.Technically, first day is like meet and greet! So there, self introductions!

Sadly, and obviously, I was the eldest in my class. My classmates were mostly 16's and 17's wtf! What to expect anyways, i'm and oldfart for school I know! >.<

Kaycee called me early lunch, before I went to school. She will meet up with me after class. She burst a shocking news that our former professor in STI [our previous school], committed SUICIDE! OMFG! >_<

Waited for Kaycee to fetch me in front of my school for more than an hour! She says the traffic was terrible due to road construction and busy roads since it's rush hour.

We met. Went to her house to eat for a while. My tummy had a feasts. ^^
After that she also accompanied and drove me to pass my CV. What a good friend!!! I'm so loved! 
Thanks Kaycee, you're the BEST!!! ♥♥♥

We went to SPA for some quick body massage while waiting for Andrea. I'm broke [no joke], but I insist, my treat! HAHA! Oh crappp! That's like good enough for my one week fare to school, but never mind. It happens once in a blue moon. :)

After that, we went to the funeral. We find out the story/reason behind the tragic death. We did not stayed for long, just an hour. And then we met with Andrea and drove off to Old37 [newly opened bar].

I think it's the best bar in the city. Quite classy. :)

We had our dinner there, and booze after! :) Kaycee's treat of course! Ate Jhanice joined us with her bf. She is working in the Spa where I frequent. She had massage my body before and saw my whole butt naked! WAHAHA! And today, she massage Kaycee. So ate Jhanice had seen BOTH our hidden flaws. LMFAO!

 Food trips! Harhar.
Cheers!

We had loads of yummy fattening dish. I've eated a lot, and that concludes my ruined food discipline wtf! Drank Smirnoff vodka. PURELY! Wtf! Last time we had this drink, was in espresso flavor which i bought in Changi Airport. Now, this one is pure vodka. Taste like you're drinking an ethyl alcohol wtf! It's 40% alcohol content. Sunog baga lang.

Drinking wouldn't be complete without teasing each other. And as usual, I was the topic. -_-" Asking why I don't have a bf ever, wtf! Simple. I don't like the dudes who likes me!!! It gross me out please... Then they're also teasing about my coming birthday next month wtf! Why me again!!! I don't even think about it yet. And for the record, I HATE MY BIRTHDAY!!! Other topics were look-back. Fun enough. :)

We ended the night really early, like 12:30+AM. It's a nice catch up nonetheless. Haven't drank in a long time, haven't eaten a lot in long too. Thanks Kaycee! ♥♥♥

Till next.
♥tin

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

I'm back to school starting tomorrow!!! :)

Meaning less blogging. Sighs.
On the positive side, i will have something to blog from whats going on my school life!
How cool is that? Lol!

It's not gonna be tough for sure.
Self-supporting. Schooling. Working [hopefully] all at the same time!
I'm so gonna be a tough woman! BWAHAHA!

Wonder woman xtin, is on her way! :D

God help me. ♥