Saturday, June 30, 2012

Fuel to the fire.

Just a day after we had a blast of undying liquor flows, we three meet-up again! 6/28/12. Primarily because Kaycee needs to attend a meeting with her "Royale club".

I firstly met with Andrea. Together we met Renz and his friends, just to kill time while waiting for Kc. We moved to different bar [Magellan]. I met up with my previous boss there [before Andrea] cos he was asking me a favor to attend a bidding the ff day! I can't refuse though. -__- Fortunately, when we arrived there, my exboss wasn't around anymore, but his colleagues were still drinking over and they noticed me. -__- They even gave us a free drink in our table, but we insist food instead. =) HAHA!

10pm, finally saw Kc. She fetch us and get our ass moved quickly to Old37 cos her "Royale club" members are waiting for us! Wtheck!

I was wearing a K-pop-kinda-get-up that night! =__=!!! Whilst these ppl were wearing casual clothes. My baddd. We had a little dinner with them, and a little bit of booze too [Bacardi Apple and a slight zip of Lights]. They were talking about their business and we feel so outside of the circle, unable to relate with the topic but seems like they want to sign us in with them, but NO thanks pls. We're broke pls. lolols.

Spot me! :))) [Fr kuya nicol's fb.]

The guy's present were 90% good lookings! *Kiligs! Bad picture quality though.

Lasted there for until the bar closes at 1am. Andrea, Lyka with her bf, and I did nothing the whole time. So lame. Thank you for the faces though, they made us feel full anyways. :)

 Outside Old37. It's better to chill outside. The couch is darn soft!
Plus look at my freakin BIG legs! What the fck have I done with you? =__=

After Old37, we were suppose to go to Maharlika Bar. That day has a fair jinx. All bars were closed!!! So our last option was to check-in a lounge for us to drink and for them to rest over night. We checked-in at Tokyo suites, and NO, your thoughts is soo dirty plsss...

Me, Kaycee, Andrea, drink with Sir Adrian, Raffy, and 1more. While Lyka and her bf were cuddling inside. :) We drank Cuervo, while the boss's drank Jayson Mason [wtf. I forgot the name but it is some kind of a wine].

All through out the night we talked STILL about the royale club. Aaah! I want to pass-out now. Though the guys were cracking some jokes, still. I was like a statue that time, and they noticed that. I dunno why, just that I've nothing to say? LOL! I was disturbed by the time that flew fast.

But because I have compromised with my exboss to represent him for the bidding, I needed to go ahead first. And that just ruined the night, as they all stopped the drinking. Kc and Raffy gave me a ride cos it was freaking 4:30am already and there's no more trike awake in town!

And guess who/what welcomed me home?

Waa! That's the first time I heard and saw him yell to me like a mad bull! T_T
He was cussing on me. T____T Fml.
He know's that I have prior responsibility to attend in Pampanga [the bidding] and what made him super at rage was me coming home 4:40 freakin A.M dude, with the smell of alcohol and the fact that we went home lurching the other night too. And I have to leave by 5:30am, for the bidding to get there in time. The only thing I can do is to turn my back on him [while cursing on me] and move quickly to my room and grab the towel and bathe! Why so bad, ikr. I have to russssh no!

I dint slept. Slept on my way back home a little. Dint ate properly. Had very little food in my stomach for the whole day! And forgot to mention, I haven't eaten properly since Wednesday due to my hangOver. It killed my appetite.

So the moment i'm home, I just changed and faint in my bed! Hibernate from 6pm to 6am!!! Fml. And again dint manage to fill my stomach. Ouch.

The ff day, I wake-up without my uncle and cousin at home. I went to the office to report about the bidding. And now I dunno what's waiting for me. I heard my uncle is still very much angry. Fml. I can smell that i'm going to be kicked out. Dafuq.

Friday, June 29, 2012

6/25/12 Wedlock after parteyyy with myloves! ♥

I do not know how to start, and where to start!
A lot has been happening to my life, but I just don't have a good memory to start sharing things. Alas! Anyways, I have met myloves twice this week! Happy much. =)))

Firstly, we meet-up because ate grace tied the knot with her long-time bf! [Best wishes ate Grace!!! ♥ Keep the fire burning and make a lot of love! Hee!] I manage to steal the photos from the incharge wed-photographer. And here they are.. ;)

 With the bride and the groom. :)

With myloves. ♥♥♥

We actually arrived late. I came from school, while Kaycee fetched Andrea from far away. The reception was almost out of ppl. But at least we were able to greet the newly weds! :) It was one of a kind wedding. It's a twin wedding! Haha! The groom's were really twins in real life. :)

After the wedding, we head to the bride's house to eat a little since we're late from the reception. Quick mush, we head to our recent favorite bar [Old 37] to partey a bit. Supposedly, it was just a "party a bit" drinking session. But it turned out we getting crazzzzy drunnnkkk!

We had 3bottles of Smiroff vodka, and a bottle of Bacardi mojito. :) We couldn't drank it all, so 1 bottle of Smirnoff was left. Needless to say, we had ENOUGH [enough to make us threw-up and staggering!]. I've NO vivid memory of what happened the time when we're already drunk. -_-" Andrea and Kaycee slept over my house, but I don't even know until I woke up and saw them lying beside me! HAHAHA!

Based from their stories, Kaycee threw up in front of my uncle. -_- And Alvin drove us home cos she can't held the wheels anymore. I had no idea at all! =__=" We had a drink with some new found friends from Kaycee's circle. I din't caught my first class that day due to hangOver. But I manage to reached my afternoon class [thanks myloves for driving me to school!] in accounting, though I was groggy and couldn't even understand a single word. -_-

Imagine how drunk we were?
Have you tried getting all drunk? With ZERO memories the ff day?
That is so troublesome right?! The other ones are going to make a story about some embarrassing moments you had, did or did not. Count on Andrea [the story maker] when it comes to that! *rollseye*

Monday, June 25, 2012

♦Just some fierce eyeliner style in the house♦

Every Monday is set to be a business attire day for the students of CBAA. =) Therefore, Monday would be my favorite day of the week before sunday! ♥

I found this kewl photo in my newsfeed. It's a helpful one, right?
We gotta put on make-up too to achieve the fierce business woman peg! Lols.

I'd try to experiment all of the above when I got time to do so... Anyway, I usually draw my eyeliner the 5th one from the top of the right column. Sometimes the 1st one on the left. =)

From how I chose on the photos, obvious enough that I don't draw on my lower line. Because it will smudge later on even i use waterproof one! Then I will look like a panda, or some sleep deprived lady. I'm jealous of those who can wear eyeliner both top and bottom.

I also don't draw near my "water point" [Uh. I dunno the rite term pls] because my eyes is kinda watery like that ba. But I don't tear easily no. Err.

How do u draw your eyeliner? =)


Sunday, June 24, 2012

Kee chiew!!!

So many assignments to do and books to read... O_O
Stat220, Acc100, Eng125, Mngt100, Fl100, BLaw100, SocSci100.

Oh student life. I should be in bliss~ cos I chose this.

Anyways, compared to how I use to study in the past, I think I get a bit responsible now. I mean, [before] I rarely read my book in advance or I rarely read books at all. Haha! It's different now though. Because I now know the value of studying. I dun wanna be a cheap class of a person in terms of "knowledge" in the future. :) I must be a reliable source of help in my chosen career! BWAHAHA!

Okies, gotta goes. Bookworm signing in. Blogger signing off [for now]. :)


Saturday, June 23, 2012

Comfort food ♥

Nowadays, school is exciting yet stressful.
Before school started, I have been trying to reduce eating to lose some weight.
For some months of depriving myself to indulge with fatty foods,
I am now back to pigging out! YES!

I feel the "need" to eat a lot these days due to my class schedule.
Eversince school started regularly last Monday (6/18), I haven't been able to eat lunch! My stomach is either grumbling or just hurting when it's time to digest. Fyi, [if you don't know yet] our stomach's digestive system normally functions every 4hrs. I ate breakfast between 8-9am then head to school to catch my 10am class. So breakfast is my decent meal for the entire day. I just usually stuff my tummy with cupcakes/candy/biscuit and a bottle of water in class. Poor me.

Needless to say, I feel really groggy and exhausted once I reached home. [Monday is so hectic one, 10-4pm then 5-7pm [wtf], the rest til 6pm.] Then I immediately check out the kitchen and you know what's next... =)

Anyways, since i'm not into diet anymore, my recent crave/comfort food would be SPAGHETTI! *yums* It has been my favorite ever!!! =D It's loads of carbs ikr, but heck, I LOVE IT! Just thinking about it makes my saliva flow and my stomach to grumble!!! This is what I always miss in Sg. Theirs is soo taste different, very sour tomato base.

I am also a HOTDOG enthusiast! =D =D =D
I just love to eat a whole pack of it and just get addicted! I really dunno why. Maybe hotdogs got some ecstasy drug sprinkled on their meat. No wonder why kids loves them! HAHA! Spaghetti got hotdog too, Filipino-style. ^^

I also have been eating 1cup to 1 & 1/2cup of rice!! Unlike before when I was on a diet, I only eat 1/2 cup or 1cup of carb rich rice per meal. I even tried to stay away from fried foods, though I can't. Hmfts!

Hopefully, I won't get be back to chubbiness body! Cos i'm gg to kill myself once more by getting an ulcer!

So, what's your favorite "fast" food?


Blues and bliss of a freshman.

Ohayou! :)
Hajimemashite. Doozu Yoroushiku!! \(^_^)/

Yes, I am learning the basic Japanese language for my FL100 class which will tackle basics of nihongo. How cool is that? Maddd love! ♥ Some more, our teacher is so so nice! I mean, she looks really gentle and weak, soft spoken and a very simple lady [though she's already married] like kind of a person. :) At first, I thought we could choose from Nihongo/Mandarin/French class, sadly the Uni only offers Nihongo for Marketing class. She told me though, that if i want to, I could attend Spanish class and sit-in with economics-students. How nice of her, ikr! :) Sadly, I can't.

Anyways, I thought first week of schooling would be easy... However, as I attended my daily classes, I have been feeling exhausted easily. My class scheds are toxic. Since I am an irregular student, I have been going to different sections different classrooms, and it's hard to fit-in the bunch!

I have 2subjs for 1st yr, 3subjs for 2nd yr, and 1subj each for 3rd and 4th yr! So i'm like an alien for every class wtf! And until now, I haven't got the chance to make friend with anyone. How sad. :(

For all the classes/sections I attended, I am always the eldest I think. They're mostly in 16's-20's and I am turning 24 soon, so age perhaps is really a barrier! Some studs I've had shortly talked with, says I look very intimidating, unaffable, and un-approachable [wtf]. I can not blame them, can I? I always had this impression invisibly tattooed [at least for me] in my forehead ever wtf is wrong with me?!

Age is really an issue. And I think, the way I dress-up also gives them this impression too. Yes I know that I dress-up very distinct in the crowd. I honestly like dressing up outstanding than anyone, but not to the point that I look like an alien! I like the "businesswoman look" kinda feel. Since I dun have my uniform tailored yet, I always wear like that. Therefore, students then thought I am one of the new faculty. Sarcastically, funny!

I hate wearing pants. I feel uncomfy with them nowadays since I have been used of wearing pencil/bodycon skirts for work. But [I think, at least in my observation] the major thing that makes me distinctive from the multitude [not just from my college but from the other depts as well], is my passion for wearing high heels! I get compliments mostly, but I can never be criticism free. :)

Most of the students seems to recognize me because of my shoes. HAHA! Imagine, they would look at the shoes first then look up to the person wearing them dafuq. HAHA! It is not easy to wear high heels and walk-on with them, I tell you. Specially when the road/path is rough/rocky. And every freakin day, I gotta walk for like 250m[?] just from the Uni gate going to my college dept on a terrible road! It's really a hard work you know. HAHA! My calves, soles, toes are all hurting at the end of the day to be honest.

Why wear effin high-heels ikr? You wouldn't understand unless you grow up kiddos. =) Let's put it this way, I go for fashion over comfort [unlikely, most of the time]. They say first impression always last, for that, appearance is always a factor. No matter how intelligent the person is, if s/he dress unfavorably, it impacts the impression / standard of the others whilst if the person is not as intelligent, s/he can look smart from the way  s/he  dress. Either way, clothing/grace has a great role or influence to ones personality. ^^ [WHAT THE?!? Are you kidding me? LOL.] =)) I like slutty clothes too, does that makes me a slut? Fml.

More about school.
We have been asked to make homeworks/assigments for some subjects. And being an excited student as I can be, I am thrilled and challenged to impress my prof with the grade/score I might get. So I burnt the midnight oil reading the books I got, researching, and then horribly write them down in a sheet. I have been sleeping for 5hours a day bcos of these. To my disappointment, every freaking assignment that is given to us, the papers were not collected wtf!!! So the effort of answering and working on them over time is not counted/graded, correct? DARNIT! So now, it gives me the impression of its-okay-not-to-do-your-assignments-because-it-won't-be-check-anyways feeling. Very negative impression right? Teachers, teachers, you're such a pain. You're teaching the freshman how not-to-do and just neglect the assignment given. Tss! Tss!


What else happened?
A lot. Like how I needed to change then add a subj and changes of schedules and hunt the respected profs, and getting photocopies, to bringing my laptop at school to access wifi for that freaking assignments, up to getting criticism for my highheels passion. Oh life! College students are FULL of Self INSECURITIES.

Baby. I don't give a flying fck to your shits.
YOU can NEVER BE ME, and I CAN never BE YOU. =)
[Read the above as with color too.]

Friday, June 22, 2012

Social Media Marketing.

Feast on!
Miami Heat Won the 2012 NBA! *Guffaws*
You're the man Le Bron James!!! [Salute]

This is buzzing around the social media network of course. Social medias have been gaining a lot of attention from what has been the netizens are talking about, or what spurs them to talk about. The social media became a powerful way of broadcasting the daily issues/trend around the world. Therefore, product brands have been using the internet power to market / make notice of their [uh] product/service to the internet world.

Anyways. Back to Miami Heat.
I saw this photo, on my FB newsfeed that was shared multiple times.

Characters: Boy Pick-up in cap; and Lebron James.

Boy Pick-up: Are you a detergent bar?
LBJ: Why?
Boy Pick-up: Because, just by your "SMELL"...
Boy Pick-up: ...(I can tell) you're a "CHAMPION!"

Note: Champion is a known detergent bar brand in the Philippines. Filipino pick-up lines is in trend here nowadays. :)

I can say that, the brand has succesfully earned the netizen's attention here by using the "talk-of-the-town" subject, and the trending "coolness of the pick-up lines". Easy, catchy, funny, and the characters themselves (the choice of facial expressions) makes the advertisement/photo clever ftw marketing! :)

Nice job. ♥

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

I am burning the midnight oil atm. -__-"
So so many home works that are darn long!

I just finished [well not really, I actually just stop because i can not absorb anymore and my brain met its limitation] answering my BUSINESS STATISTICS Exercise 1 that is effin bloody complex - to be sumitted tomorrow [time check 1:07am, or, so later!!!] and i still need to dig out solutions/computaions/justification of 5 more bloody equation problems wtf!

Now, I am researching for my management subject. Where it's like we gonna write a long essay, should i say a summary of chapter 1, when it hasn't discussed to us yet wtf! Self study? Just like that? Wth! Somemore we will have a long quiz about it, and I haven't reviewed/touched my book yet! T_T

Later, I gotta google about technical writing's relevance about marketing. :) I like my teacher in that subject btw!^^

Okay, enough blogging before I get sleepy and faint! URGH!
Updates on weekend!


Monday, June 18, 2012

Lonely heart.

One whole week of class starting today. =)
Gotta enjoy the first week whilst lesson is easy.
Surely, its soon gonna be bloodey! >:D

 I dunno why I always get this rash beside my chest mole. 

It's a chill night. :) Thanks typhoon butchoy! Pls rain only during night time.
Gotta sleep now. Early class tomorrow. Have a happy weekdays all. :)


Sunday, June 17, 2012

Blazer Part II

Here are more looks on how to match our beloved blazers.♥
Learn from the expert. ;)

Visit her site and be wowed. ^^

Saturday, June 16, 2012

How powerful love can be?

Like what I've mention in my previous post,
our former professor took away his own life.
I know I have no right to discuss this in www.

My apology if you find this post offensive to the late.
The story is roughly from the ppl who may just overheard the story, I wouldn't know.

My condolence to the family of the late.
Rest in Peace sir Faith. :(

He had several suicide attempts the past weeks, which made his family decide to bring him back home to better monitor his behavior.

On the night of June 12th, upon going back home with his dad and brother, sir Faith jumped off on the road from inside of a moving service vehicle. He had his head injured, he broke his skull and with internal hemorrhage and was declared dead on arrival. I'm not sure about the speed of the car, obvious enough, he landed off head first.

It was says that the reason of his suicide was DEPRESSION.
Problems have collided.
However, the mother reason is him finding infidelity from his ex gf.
[You bloody BITCH! I wish you rot in hell!]

She is younger than him, I guess just fckin 21 or 22 motherfckr.
The bitch had an affair with a fellow student.

I don't know how the late find out about this.
They have stepped on his ego and reputation!
And knowing the late's gentle character, it totally drove him mad crazy.
He loved her so much, that maybe he have envision them in the altar together or more. And just that being trashed, is really painful. Unbearable for someone who is genuine.

He was played. He was toyed. He was fooled by just two younger assholes in the world.

The world is at it's worst, trustworthy ppl are extinct.
This is no longer a world of God's people, but a place for sinners.

His friend told me that maybe, he pressured his mind from thinking of the criticisms he will get from the ppl he have worked with, the students, friends, and everyone who knows about the issue.

I personally don't know about the relationship. I was also surprised that the bitch was the gf! Not that I personally know her, but we were her senior back then. I was completely blur about her, until Kaycee showed me facebook photos of the bitch.

She's undoubtedly some pretty face. Gentle looking lady.
Never ever be fooled and mesmerized by someone's physical attributes, specially those who act naive and gentle. BEAUTY IS JUST SKIN-DEEP. It's OVERRATED!
I have heard of infidelity as the reason for most suicide deaths. But this, happening to someone I  look up to and respected, is surreal! He is a smart person, intelligent. Genuine. He is known for being conserve and gentle too.

Why do this to yourself? ='(

It's a tragic lost for the family.

I can't believe how love can over power someone's brain just like that.
Insanely scary as it can be. LOVE is indeed POWERFUL.

He may have escaped from the criticism of the ill-bred ppl, but he just made his self laughable in the future. I am sorry. Taking your own life is unforgivable than killing somebody for the reason.

On the other hand, I guess his death also serve as punishment for the bitch and asshole who have ruined his sanity. I believe that the late have done this to have his forever revenge. SERVE YOU RIGHT!

I hope that the girl will FOREVER BE HAUNTED by his memories in her dreams. I hope nothing but UNHAPPINESS in her love life and live in a miserable path. I curse her to go to HELL!!!

You deserve all the curse you will get each day! Live with that bicth!

Never play with someone's heart. For you can never tell the consequence of a broken heart.

I have always been a seeker for true love.
I don't like to play. I don't like a guy just because he likes me.
I actually don't like the guys who likes me. I don't give hope if I feel nothing.
I've no preference, I go by the guts.
When I love, I LOVED. And it scares me how powerful my heart can be.
I've been insane before, with childish love.

LOVE? What is that? -_-?

Friday, June 15, 2012

Powerful Blazers


It transform a casual wear into formal. How cool is that!?
Working woman attire is the best that I admire the most! ♥
Business look on ladies makes them oozing with womanly power. Gaaaaah!
Anything can be paired with it, as long as the color combinations are correct. :)

Nobody will look like trashy with a blazer on even if you paired it with the shortest short or skimpiest skirt nor miniest dress! It will still look glamorous.♥ Ain't that awesome? :D


If only i'm not in a tropical country, I would wear blazer every effin day! It's another lust of mine. ;)

Photos from

More expenses to surmount!


I've updated my template. :)
Perfect for rainy season these days. So cozy.^^

Just had an orientation for new and transfer students, so I din't go to school today!

It was discussed during the first day that:
• 3 consecutive absents equals Unofficially DROPPED, mark 5 or F grade.
• 7 absents for / per semister equals Unofficially DROPPED, mark 5 or F grade.

Will reconsider if student have MC or sworn statement provided.
Wtf! What if no money for fare? How to go? Can reason meh? -_-''

One more problem. I NEED TO BUY UNIFORM SOON! Dammit!
I have so much money, my wallet is full of cash, problem is they're all play notes! Wtf! Next month, nobody will be allowed to enter the CBAA if not in uniform! WTF!

Some more, I NEED TO BUY BOOKS!!! T_T
It is required because we will use the book's provided quizzes for every discussion! No borrowing to avoid cheating. Dammit!

I think I need to rob a bank soon. >_<
I need to recruit forces now.


Thursday, June 14, 2012

Well hello everyone! :)

So school already began, as you know.
Wednesday was my first sit-down class like a true student for a very long time ago! I'm really happy. The school is soo crowded. Students were scattered everywhere! :) #lovecampuslife

My schedule had a little conflict though. 2 subjects [Basic Accounting and Business Finance] that day simultaneously sched at the same time! So I dint attend the other one. After class, I went to see the registrar and asked him what to do. I was advised to look for other sched available and ask the professor to include me in the list. Settled! :)

Normally, first day of school doesn't immediately take on lectures and subjects discussion.Technically, first day is like meet and greet! So there, self introductions!

Sadly, and obviously, I was the eldest in my class. My classmates were mostly 16's and 17's wtf! What to expect anyways, i'm and oldfart for school I know! >.<

Kaycee called me early lunch, before I went to school. She will meet up with me after class. She burst a shocking news that our former professor in STI [our previous school], committed SUICIDE! OMFG! >_<

Waited for Kaycee to fetch me in front of my school for more than an hour! She says the traffic was terrible due to road construction and busy roads since it's rush hour.

We met. Went to her house to eat for a while. My tummy had a feasts. ^^
After that she also accompanied and drove me to pass my CV. What a good friend!!! I'm so loved! 
Thanks Kaycee, you're the BEST!!! ♥♥♥

We went to SPA for some quick body massage while waiting for Andrea. I'm broke [no joke], but I insist, my treat! HAHA! Oh crappp! That's like good enough for my one week fare to school, but never mind. It happens once in a blue moon. :)

After that, we went to the funeral. We find out the story/reason behind the tragic death. We did not stayed for long, just an hour. And then we met with Andrea and drove off to Old37 [newly opened bar].

I think it's the best bar in the city. Quite classy. :)

We had our dinner there, and booze after! :) Kaycee's treat of course! Ate Jhanice joined us with her bf. She is working in the Spa where I frequent. She had massage my body before and saw my whole butt naked! WAHAHA! And today, she massage Kaycee. So ate Jhanice had seen BOTH our hidden flaws. LMFAO!

 Food trips! Harhar.

We had loads of yummy fattening dish. I've eated a lot, and that concludes my ruined food discipline wtf! Drank Smirnoff vodka. PURELY! Wtf! Last time we had this drink, was in espresso flavor which i bought in Changi Airport. Now, this one is pure vodka. Taste like you're drinking an ethyl alcohol wtf! It's 40% alcohol content. Sunog baga lang.

Drinking wouldn't be complete without teasing each other. And as usual, I was the topic. -_-" Asking why I don't have a bf ever, wtf! Simple. I don't like the dudes who likes me!!! It gross me out please... Then they're also teasing about my coming birthday next month wtf! Why me again!!! I don't even think about it yet. And for the record, I HATE MY BIRTHDAY!!! Other topics were look-back. Fun enough. :)

We ended the night really early, like 12:30+AM. It's a nice catch up nonetheless. Haven't drank in a long time, haven't eaten a lot in long too. Thanks Kaycee! ♥♥♥

Till next.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

I'm back to school starting tomorrow!!! :)

Meaning less blogging. Sighs.
On the positive side, i will have something to blog from whats going on my school life!
How cool is that? Lol!

It's not gonna be tough for sure.
Self-supporting. Schooling. Working [hopefully] all at the same time!
I'm so gonna be a tough woman! BWAHAHA!

Wonder woman xtin, is on her way! :D

God help me. ♥

Thursday, June 7, 2012


There were times that I lost my faith and determination to enroll, but because of some friends encouragement, I still pursued to do so. Thank you.


It has been 5x of going back and forth to the university with extremely unforgiving sunny weather.
Bloody walks. Painful calves. Dying intravenous. Grumbling stomach. Undying queues. 
I did sacrificed and struggled a lot just to get in. Finally, I made it. :)

Thank God.

However, I am quite uncertain how long I am gonna hold-on to school.
I am going to be jobless as soon as i start schooling. And I just don't know where to get my allowance. Wtf. HAHA! I've spent my small savings upon the process of my enrollment, so now i'm officially broke too! :'(

Because of my absence from work, I don't have a salary to expect before the classes start next week.
I have terribly MISCALCULATED everything.

Did i made the right decision? Or did i just drag myself to failure?

Suggestions I can NEVER consider:

*Ask my relatives for help. This is not their problem. I have been a burden to them in the past years, and they have their own burden to solve as well. I made this decision without consulting my family nor got their approval. Try to understand my position.

*I've NO PLANS of asking my DAD's help too, so don't try to imply that. This is not about pride. Everybody knows that me and dad can never get a long. Singapore culture is completely different from Filipinos, wherein Filipinos rely to their parents until they die. I am not a teenager anymore to ask for financial support, at my age, I should be providing my own needs, and should be the one giving the old ones.

Oh yeah, since I made this decision myself, I should shoulder all consequences, and die myself. Thanks.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Actually, my silk-asymmetrical top from F21 is a jumpsuit! =D
It's kinda troublesome, I barely undress myself when i needed to pee! HAHA! Wtf.
So through-out that day, I dint drank a lot of water, only when i'm feeling thirsty!
Thus, I wore this just once. XD

I really like one-shoulder top's. It looks stunning to girls! Specially to skinny ones, showing off their collar bones looks darn sexy to me! I just can't help but to be dazzled by them. :) *Omy. Here comes the tomboy in me. Lol. :))

Rainy season is here! ^_^ Cozy weather makes me lazy, and want to cuddle my pillows more... ^_^
NP: Officially missing you. -Tamia


Saturday, June 2, 2012

School Shoe Upgraded.

Been away from blogging the past days.
I can't get off my attention from watching my Kdrama. ^.^
I've been recently falling for Love Rain.♥o♥
Mainly because the actor is Jang Geun Suk my love! lolols.

Anyways, I was gone yesterday. I accompanied my boss around.
Firstly went to see the renovation of Kindergarten School in Philrice. Then went to their Infra-Dept, and to our luck, it's the Head's birthday! And Bday means buffet! Yay! ^__^ Too bad I couldn't indulged on the foods, bcos I took my laxatea beforehand! Speaking of drinking my tea, if i only knew that boss will take me with him, I wouldn't drank my tea in the first place. =( So  I was observing my tummy the whole time! And that is freaking fretful of me. In case you know why.

Moving on, we head to Cabanatuan City to attend a bidding. The bidding time was 3pm, but we got there earlier. 1+pm. Boss went to repair his car's aircon first, while he asked me to entertain myself and go at the nearby mall. I've been wanting to go and check-out department store shoes, like what i've mentioned in previous post! [God heard me!^^] I saw 2 shoe stall, but doesn't like anything they have there. So i deliberately went to the other mall which is 15mins by jeepney away, I only have 1hr.30mins to shop!

I hurriedly brisk walked toward my shoe brand as soon i stepped inside the mall.

See.see.look.look first.

The moment I laid eyes on this shoe at Primadona, I absolutely fell in love with it! But of course, I was looking for a school shoes. This one is a freakin 6" suede, that's why i fell in love with it plus that bright color turquoise [also in magenta, yellow && black] !! DANG! I have 6" pointed-killer-heels, and it's kinda not easy to walk with. So this one, no matter how much I love it, I let it go. But i swear i'm so gonna buy one, when i have spare money!

And this is what i bought in replace to the lovely above. :) I also freak-out when I saw this one! The color is maddd love!!! Black shoe for school of course, and there goes that neon [glow in the dark] heels!!! *Super like to the tenth power! :))))))) The heels is just 5" high, and it's so comfy to walk with i swear! ^^ Bcos I'm used of 5".
It took me 5stalls before I settled with this. :) Yea I know, it's not strapped, it's not wedge, it's not nude, like what i wanted in my previous post. STILL, it's gorgeous! I know you'd agree. ^_^
I also bought 1 gray tights and 1 skin-tone too!
It's time to change tights since the "rans" of my current are pretty obvious liao.

All in all, it costs me Php1800+. Gaahhh! I almost gone crazy and wanted to spend all my money whenever i'm shopping. Good thing the spirit of "tuition fee" got in the sense else I spend it all. It took me a very very deep breath to endure spending. *Girls can relate with me here.

Wait, let's not forget the situation of my tummy.
So i get back to meet my boss. My tummy was acting strange, i kept on ignoring it but here it comes! URGH! Luckily, there is a small clothing shop nearby the aircon repair shop where my boss was, so i get there.

Me: Do u have toilet here?
FrontGuard: Yes, at the back ma'am.

I firstly walked around a little inside then look for the rest room.

Me: Where is your rest room?
FrontGuard showed me the way. Somebody was using the toilet and it's taking her long. -_-

Me: [To the backguard] Do u have tissue inside? Or do u sell tissue? [So yeah, I'm not carrying a tissue with me! Why must it be this time that i don't have it with me. =( Dafuq!]

The girl went out from the toilet. An employee who brushed her teeth that took her soo long [at least for my tummy's situation].

And you know what's next! *Hides face*
Seriously, why am I including this crap with my blog? GROSS! HAHAHA!!!

Then the flush was broke, wtf! I dunno how long it took me inside, using the dipper until somebody's knocking already. -_-" *Dies*

Me: Wait-up, the flush is broke.
Somebody: Just leave it there, I'll flushed it. I needed to use the toilet asap!
Me:Wait, wait. *Panicking*

I heard somebody was talking with the guard and asked him to bring a pail. WTF!

Somebdy: Miss, here's the pail. Use it!
Me: No need. I'm done! [Yes, I manage it using the dipper! What a saviour!]
There's no soap too, but i have sanitizer with me. HAHA!

When I got out, the guards were smirking. WTF!!! It's really embarrassing, but i did not showed flushed-face and just smiled and walk back inside the shop. Then I bought a belt! And act like nothings happened!  HAHA! It's a natural phenomenon what! How you endure it's occurrence? You tell me. =)))

As for the bidding, though it was negotiated, unexpected bidder send his bid directly to the head office and to our surprised, he won! DANG!

I knew it, I have such a jinx all a long. -_-"

And ohh, by the way. Walking back at my boss car, i bumped with Eula Jane! What a small world! She first recognize me, then gave me a huge hug! =) She was my HS classmate and it has been 7yrs(?) since i last saw her. She's a lot prettier now! ^^

Then on our way home around 5pm, it rained to heavy and thunder storms went crazy too! Haiz. Scary.